Monday, September 29, 2003

I haven been happy in a while..
ever since she was gone..
I nv experienced happiness since the day she went away..
been wondering whats happiness.. whats love..
I lost the definition.. the feeling..
I miss her..
I let her go then because I thought I could forget her.. and that I could find someone better.. but i'm wrong.. I landed myself in this sorry state..


[換] [個] [角] [度] [想] ........................

有一天......一個失戀的人在公園哭泣.....
這時一位哲學家走來... ..
輕聲的問他說'你怎麼啦？為何哭的如此傷心'
失戀的人回答說'嗚~~我好難過....為何他要離我而去'
不料這位哲學家卻哈哈大笑，並說'你真笨'
失戀的人便很生氣的說
'你怎麼這樣，我失戀了，已經很難過，你不安慰我就算了，你還罵我'
哲學家回答他說
?#20667;瓜...這跟本就不用難過啊...真正該難過的是他?BR>
因為你只是失去了一個不愛你的人...
而他卻是失去了一個愛他的人及愛人的能力'

●試想
→跳出框框外的正面思索，將有助於困惑的排除。 < /TR>


[黑] [點].....................

有位老師進了教室，在白板上點了一個黑點。
他問班上的學生說「這是什麼？」
大家都異口同聲說「一個黑點。」
老師故作驚 ;訝的說
「只有一個黑點嗎？這麼大的白板大家都沒有看見？」

●試想
→你看到的是什麼？每個人身上都有一些缺點，
→但是你看到的是那些呢？
→是否只有看到別人身上的'黑點'
→卻忽略了他擁& #26377;了一大片的白板(優點)？
→其實每個人必定都有許多的優點，
→換一個角度去看吧!!你會有更多新的發現。


[媳] [婦] [與] [女] [兒]..............................

有二個婦人在聊天，
其中一個問道「你兒子還好吧？」< BR>
「別提了，真是不幸哦!!」這個婦人歎息道：
「他實在夠可憐，娶個媳婦懶的要命，不燒飯、不掃地、
不洗衣服、不帶孩子，整天就是睡覺，我兒子還要端早餐到她的床上呢!!」
「那女兒呢？」
「那她可就好命了。」婦人滿臉笑容
「他嫁 ;了一個不錯的丈夫，不讓他做家事，全部都由先生一手包辦，
煮飯、洗衣、掃地、帶孩子，而且每天早上還端早點到床上給她吃呢!」

●試想
→同樣的狀況，但是當我們從我的角度去看時，就會產生不同的心態。
→站在別人的立場看一看， 5110;在對方的角度想一想，很多事就不一樣了，
→你可以有更大的包容，也會有更多的愛。
→有包容才有愛，只有愛不懂包容，一切皆枉然。


[神] [蹟]................................　

法國一個偏僻的小鎮，據傳有一個特別靈驗的水泉，
常會出現神蹟，可以醫治各種疾病。
有一天，一個拄著拐杖，少了一 條腿的退伍軍人，
一跛一跛的走過鎮上的馬路，旁邊的鎮民帶著同情的回吻說：
「可憐的傢伙，難道他要向上帝祈求再有一條腿嗎？」
這一句話被退伍的軍人聽到了，他轉過身對他們說：
「我不是要向上帝祈求有一條新的腿，而是要祈求祂幫助我，
叫 105;沒有一條腿後，也知道如何過日子。」

●試想
→學習為所失去的感恩，也接納失去的事實，不管人生的得與失，
→總是要讓自已的生命充滿了亮麗與光彩，不再為過去掉淚，
→努力的活出自己的生命。
→我
9968;直如此深信著,也一直如此活著。


[釣] [竿].............................

有個老人在河邊釣魚，一個小孩走過去看他釣魚，老人技巧純熟，
所以沒多久就釣上了滿簍的魚，老人見小孩很可愛，要把整簍的魚๦ 5;給他，
小孩搖搖頭，老人驚異的問道你為何不要？　
小孩回答：我想要你手中的釣竿。
老人問：你要釣竿做什麼？
小孩說這簍魚沒多久就吃完了，要是我有釣竿，
我就可以自己釣，一輩子也吃不完。

我想你一定會說好聰明的小孩。
錯了 5292;他如果只要釣竿，那他一條魚也吃不到。
因為，他不懂釣魚的技巧，光有魚竿是沒用的，
因為釣魚重要的不在釣竿，而在釣技。

●試想
→有太多人認為自己擁有了人生道上的釣竿，再也無懼於路上的風雨，
→如此，難免੍ 1;跌倒於泥濘地上。
→就如小孩看老人，以為只要有釣竿就有吃不完的魚，
→像職員看老闆，以為只要坐在辦公室，就有滾進的財源。




心很小的時候，世界就變得很小，

小的看不起一片美麗的樹葉。

心很亂的時候，路就變得很多，

我們都是這樣走失的.....

Friday, September 26, 2003

hmmz.. yesterday high fever.. 38.4 lidat.. quite high la hor? hmmz.. feel so sick.. seen doc le.. tmr must go sch liao.. sianz.. but at least rested one day.. still feel abit sick now though.. but at least im recovering.. =)

Monday, September 22, 2003

hmmz.. long time no blog liaoz.. last sat went bugis eat "Numb Spicy Steamboat" aka Ma La Huo Guo.. hehe.. eat already really lips become numb one.. haha.. but quite nice.. its buffet steamboat.. so we ate for 3 hrs.. went with my cousin & his frens.. haha.. really lame one.. got people sell flags ma.. then he got the sticker liao.. people ask him for donation.. then he show them the sticker n laugh.. haha.. lidat type not funny.. must see for urself then u laff till u peng.. haha.. really had a good laugh that day.. after steamboat went boat quay to drink.. haha.. everyone got drunk.. we drank 20 jugs.. got about 10 plus people drinking.. really drink till siao.. dunno if im drunk anot.. cos i was still awake.. but I know I drink abit more.. then I will vomit liao.. haha.. 3 of us went peeing in the backalley when the toilet was occupied.. haha.. *shy* first time I do such a thing leh.. lucky nobody was around.. hehe.. then I last to finish.. they shout "got people peeing in the back!!" haha.. hmmz.. then reached home at 4am.. =D

Thursday, September 18, 2003

hmmz.. just came back from jogging.. got a haircut just now.. now quite short le.. hehe.. I'm ok with this hairstyle.. quite like it.. went jogging then go Cy's house to take my bicycle.. then cycle home.. hmmz.. quite a fruitful day.. =)


haiz.. feeling really moody today again.. no idea why.. everytime after going out with one big group of people.. I will like feel so lonely and moody.. like I'm living in my own world.. haiz.. I wonder why too.. I laughed today.. but does laughing means I'm happy? whats the real meaning of being happy.. I haven't had the feeling of being happy since a long time ago.. haiz.. I wonder when can I experience such a wonderful feeling again.. or maybe I shouldn't use the term "again".. have I had such a feeling before? I dunno.. I really do not know.. life is full of uncertainties.. full of questions.. full of chimologies.. haiz.. of which.. so many terms that I do not understand.. haiz.. =/

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

Just finished watching recorded de "Qian Nu You Hun".. came home late today cos I went to teach tuition at kovan.. in case u dunno where that is.. its near hougang.. so far!!! haha.. but bo bian.. promised people to teach her liao.. =) anyway.. the good thing is.. I'm getting paid.. to be a tuition teacher!! hehe.. for 2.. one P6 n one Sec3.. hmmz.. did some prediction thing sometime ago.. n it turned out that the prediction is I'll be a good teacher in future.. haha.. perhaps its my first step out.. today is the first day.. everything was still quite alright.. =) hopefully everything will be smooth sailing like today.. well.. super tired now.. gtg sleep alreadi.. *yAwNZzZ*

Monday, September 15, 2003

Of all the wonders that came out of Pandora's Box,
the most deathly of all is love.

From love comes jealousy, death and shame,
the wrath of fame and the seed of claim.

Sunday, September 14, 2003

hmmz going to catch a movie later at jp.. TURN LEFT TURN RIGHT!!!! finally got people to watch with liaoz.. hmmz.. yesterday went to play pool at bt timah.. hehe.. win win win! haha.. then after that they come my house watch soccer.. win win win!! then after that play 3 people mahjong.. win win win!!! hehe!!! hmmz... pool for free.. n later the movie oso free.. haha.. =P

Thursday, September 11, 2003

still I can't find anyone to watch ""turn LEFT turn RIGHT"" with me!!! sighz.. dunno why lidat leh.. really asked quite a number of people le.. some say not free.. some say no money.. some say got dates le.. haiz.. why I so outcasted? perhaps I too shy? haha lol.. or maybe just too quiet & not on close terms with everyone else..
well this sat originally last day of work.. but they say enuff pple already.. so canort work on sat.. sob sob.. there goes my $$50!! haiz.. die die.. FINANCIAL CRISIS!!! how to get pass?!?!?! =X

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

haiz.. counselling someone.. haiz.. someone who can't get over her past relationship.. stucked at a point now & canort move on.. =/
love.. so many people trapped within now.. really many.. all complaining about how much their life sux every now & then.. tell me how many people can actually be in love for long happily without a moment of sadness? well perhaps.. there might be.. but really very rare..
for those who are happily in love now.. best of luck.. may you all be blessed with happiness.. =)
for those who aren't.. its only a matter of time before things get better.. just wait.. you'll be be paid for your patience.. =)
for me.. I've been through 7 relationships since I first started out loving someone.. hmmz.. I've to say I learnt alot.. but I'm still rather inexperience.. something I've learnt is that Honesty, Trust, Faith & Being Understanding is really important.. but I've yet a chance to put them into "practice".. haiz.. sometimes.. really agree with the saying that "One Only Realise The Importance Of Something When One Loses It" haiz.. regret letting go of good girls.. letting good girls slip by.. never treated them well.. haiz.. and for the one or two whom I treated really well.. they don't appreciate.. haiz.. hmmz.. now that I wanna find one.. I can't.. haha.. maybe this kinda things really can't be too impatient.. ""Ke Yu Bu Ke Qiu""
enuff said for today.. take care Folks~~

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

well.. perhaps.. lonely cos I find no one understands me.. or at the very least.. no one understand what I'm thinking.. wat I'm going through.. I don't even know what do I want for myself.. sighz.. like.. aimless life.. think its so sucky.. like living without a purpose.. haiz.. so many projects to complete.. so many proposals to do.. yet I touch none.. wonder why I'm so lifeless.. maybe I know why.. maybe I don't.. but how do I get the solution.. pray hard? or work hard? I don't even know what to do next.. =/

Monday, September 08, 2003

Done some editing..


hmmz today got back 2 papers le.. one i got 69.. the other i got 63.. nvm abt what modules they are.. got pass can liao la..


In school now.. horoscope say i'll get what I want this week.. no one can resist me..
wonder if it'll be true.. *pRaYZ*

Friday, September 05, 2003

haiz... sianz.. everyday wake up.. cook.. eat.. then tv.. then comp.. then slack..
then nite eat.. then watch qian nu you hun.. then comp.. then sleep.. haiz.. sux..
so SIANZ!!!

Thursday, September 04, 2003

haiz.. life sux man.. why lidat? haiz.. so BORED!! nothing to do!!!
no place to go!!! no one to turn to!! haiz.. really become loner le?
haiz.. sympathise with myself.. haha! LoL~ -mad man-

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

hmmz.. today helped min to edit her blog.. hope she likes it.. =)
today helped bernice fix her comp.. brought a "bird" to eat the "worm"..
haha.. ;P

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