Monday, November 17, 2003

怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上

闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影

如果说分手 是苦痛 的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前

心理的眼泪 模糊了视线 你会看不见

Thursday, November 06, 2003

exams finally over le.. well.. maybe not over as yet.. maybe got sub paper.. sad sia.. only can blame myself for being lazy.. playful.. always play games.. haiz.. now really no life.. tmr n fri oso got itp workshop.. then sat got cca gathering.. sianz.. mon start attachment liao.. no life! no chalets le.. haiz.. sianz.. full time leh.. only 400+ per mth.. sianz.. attachment sux.. waste time.. somemore must do report everyday one.. =X
my back still hurts.. been having 2 consecutive sleepless nites cos of this backache le.. today the right side oso pain liao.. haiz.. wonder if i shld see a doctor.. miss the feeling of being in love.. can u gimme the feeling? =X


why is it that sometimes when u wanna be there for someone.. she rejects it.. though u try to patiently ask her wats on her mind.. she just scolds u for being too annoying.. but when she needs someone n u arent there.. she simply blames u for not being there.. for not showing concern.. but u nv knew when u shld open ur mouth.. n when not to.. fearing of annoying her further.. guess this is when communication breaks down.. either one have to take a step back.. though it'd be best if both can look back n reflect what went wrong.. and do something abt it.. well.. its tough though.. quite rare for such circumstances.. usually it will be a quarrel n either one have to give in.. or it'll be messy.. haiz..

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

Hi All.. got writing mood again.. haha.. tmr last paper for me le.. wonder if its really last paper.. cos I dun overrule the possibilities of a sub paper.. haha.. =X hurted my back.. didnt sleep well the nite before.. and it caused me being sleepless last nite.. ARGHZ!! so damn pain.. pain till I can't even get to sleep.. lie down oso pain leh.. talk oso pain.. then I looked into the mirror last nite.. my body like SLANTED!!! so scared leh.. but today like not as pain.. but still very pain.. =X
hmmz.. life has been back to normal.. or rather.. just like previously.. single.. haha.. well.. this won't affect my mood! at least I won't let it even try to destroy my life.. I'll live a better life.. but.. sadly.. not much to enjoy though tmr last paper.. thurs n fri got workshop.. next mon start work attachment liao.. sad!! at TUAS leh!! so sad.. so inaccessible.. guess alot of pple wun get to see me much during this hols.. many gatherings will be short of me.. haha.. which is.. apparently.. a very great loss.. haha.. wonder how many leaves/mc-sss can i take.. hehe.. *prAyzZz*

Saturday, November 01, 2003

wonder hows life been for everyone else.. its been a long time since i last updated.. well.. at least to me its been long.. so many things had happened.. in wat may be considered a short period of time..
I met samantha.. thru friendster.. some coincidence.. cos she'd added the wrong desmond.. and so we met.. everything went on smoothly.. the first time we met.. I thought.. oh god.. she looks gorgeous.. but nv thought that one day I'd win her heart.. few days later.. or maybe a week.. before I realised it.. we were together happily already.. we met each other daily.. fetching her from work.. accompanying her to work.. all this.. we'd been so loving.. until her ex came back.. he took her away from me.. I felt so helpless.. I didnt know wat I could do to win her back.. I tried.. I really feel so weak.. Like I'm left to fight a thousand soldiers all by myself.. and it all shows that its impossible for me to win her back.. I can't say I'm lousier than him.. but at least he has the advantage.. and me.. at the bottom of the cliff shouting out to her.. and she can't hear it at all..

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