Sunday, March 28, 2004

hmmz.. today very very very happy.. =) haha.. hmmz.. noon went to play basketball.. then sunburnt.. ah teck hurt his eye.. gotta go hospital stitching.. wonder how now..


hmmz.. sooo bored.. hmmz nv jog liao.. die.. tmr morning go exercise!! if not really cham liaoz...

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

oopz.. today nv go jog sia.. cos just now afternoon play bball lerx..
die.. tmr 9am lesson.. after that got test somemore.. now still online chatting.. =X die lerx.. think i better go to bed now.. nitez nitez.. or shld is be morninz morninz?? =/

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

went shopping at queensway yesterday.. bought a earring n a shorts n a t-shirt.. wahaha.. I shouldn't be spending!! =X after shopping.. we spent more than an hour at the mac talking rot.. arguing over controversial issue like why caucasianz enjoy more privillege than us.. =(
went jogging after I got home.. so I'm feeling absolutely refreshed rite now.. jogging gives u more energy.. and not make u more tired.. try it!

Monday, March 22, 2004

You're a Dope BF!
You won't be without a girlfriend for long (unless you choose to be,) cuz you are perfect. You always know the right thing to say without being a totally sappy loser and your girl appreciates it. Your the guy every girl dreams about, but you don't let that get to your head. Stick to your current dating game plan and you'll always manage to get the girl.

hmmz.. decided to really embark on my secret training.. jogging daily.. must really be very determined to be able to achieve this.. spend 1 hr out of my daily 24 hrs to jog.. hmmz still ok ba.. wanna train up.. =)

Saturday, March 20, 2004

well.. I just felt tears flowing from my eyes.. suddenly.. as I was talkin to 2 classmates of mine.. suddenly felt this bit of concern.. perhaps that little bit is already enuff to move me.. felt quite emotional again today..
today I'm gonna write about a story.. one that is so inspiring to me..
[[A couple was getting along really well until one day when they were supposed to get married.. the gal married another guy.. the guy was devastated.. so much so that he fell really ill since then.. and nv recovered.. the illness got more serious.. one day.. he met this monk.. the monk took out a mirror and asked him to look into it.. the guy saw a beach.. with a naked female corpse lying on the beach.. "a man walked past.. he saw the corpse.. did nothing but shaked his head n left.. the next man walked past.. he took off his clothes n covered the corpse n left.. a third man walked past.. he dug a hole n buried the corpse.. " the monk told him.. that wat he saw is his previous life.. he was the second man who walked past.. the gal left him cos there was a third man she had to repay.. the guy immediately recovered.. cos he untied the knot that was troubling him..]]
in life there are many times when u have people walking in and out of ur life.. theres nothing u can do abt it.. u can only learn to accept these changes.. perhaps just like in the story.. u are not the last person who bury the corpse.. perhaps its not true.. but think abt it this way.. and u can live life much more easily.. and u can let go much easier..

Friday, March 19, 2004

haiz... no retest in the end.. cos made an error.. nv fail that sub.. haha.. so tired now.. just now got BE basketball comp.. win one match.. lose one match.. sighz.. out lerx.. sianz.. my hands kana injured.. one with bruises.. both with fractures.. or maybe something milder? =?

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

hmmz.. die lerx.. now 2.03am.. just finished playing cs.. die die.. tmr got structural analysis retest.. tonite cant sleep liaoz.. must pia now.. guess will resume my sleep only in class tmr ba.. =X
time to go study! wish me luck! I really need it alot alot!!! =/

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

hmmz.. wat a day.. went to the library to study.. but realised I brought the wrong notes.. so in the end slept there.. =/
sighz.. wed got retest.. next wed oso retest.. sighz.. so jialatz.. how to study?? sobz.. thurs got bball comp.. but my team like haiz.. dunno can make it anot.. =X
sighz sighz sighz..

Monday, March 15, 2004

sighz.. I try so hard to fit in with my poly friends.. no matter how hard I try.. I'm still left out.. ignored.. wonder why.. perhaps I dunno how to socialise anymore.. becoming more n more of an introvert.. haiz.. dunno how to open up lerx.. keeping everything to myself.. perhaps not becos I have no one to turn to.. but becos I dunno how to put things in words anymore.. losing touch with the world.. distancing from the crowd.. becoming a loner.. not one who is alone on the outside.. but one who is feelings extreme loneliness on the inside.. cos he can find no one who can understand him.. understand his thoughts n his needs.. sighz..


hmmz.. those philosophical thoughts are storming to my head again.. went to see energy just now.. quite nice.. hmmz.. like them.. cos they look good n dance well n sing well.. =)
duno why recently.. like many moments suddenly got the urge to tear.. but perhaps is cos of my body system.. cant tear.. no matter how strong is the urge.. I cant tear.. perhaps on the outside I look like one who wun tear.. but.. deep inside.. I tear every now n then.. haiz..

Saturday, March 13, 2004

sighz.. today late for school again.. though I was up early.. I did my project till I forgot about the time.. and no attendance again.. very soon I'll get debar(canort go for exam) from exam.. sighz.. die lerx..
then after that go queue for S.H.E signature.. queue halfway the queue gone.. everyone went chaotic and rushed forward.. lucky passed the cds to my fren who cut queue.. but then think their signature not nice.. haha.. probably because they really tired.. cos they signed for hours.. really long.. i think at least like 4 hours ++ ba.. really zai.. think to them.. like kana punished to copy lidat.. haha..
sighz.. think I'm really a heartbreaker.. hurt someone again.. sighz.. I'm sorry..

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Sighz.. today nv go again!! woke up late!! die la.. sch start liao 3 day.. I 2 days nv go lerx.. pray tmr will wake up on time.. =X
I really stress now.. dunno how to get pass this semester.. like so many projects coming up.. so many things to do.. so stressed.. dunno can go to year3 smoothly anot.. sighz..

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

hmmz.. today.. got to school quite early ba.. though late.. but still among the earlier batch to reach class.. haha.. *griNz*
well.. I guess my life is really in a mess right now.. like so many things going on.. dunno wat exactly is happening.. but I know I wanna work hard.. got 94 for maths!! hehe.. fifth in class.. remarkable for me.. hehe.. everyone is shocked.. but well.. maths is the only module I can score.. pinning my hopes for the only Distinction in my poly life on it.. so I shall be working extra hard for mathematics.. =D but shall not neglect other modules too..
wonder if I can put my words into action.. =X

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

Sighz.. wat a day.. woke up super duper late today.. and in the end.. nv go school at all!!! spent the whole day at home slacking n slacking.. sobz.. I wanna buck up!!

Monday, March 08, 2004

Although Desmond may be reasonably talkative in public, he finds it difficult to express personal feelings to those closest to him. In employment terms, this inhibition is of little consequence.
Imaginative, bright and a little eccentric, Desmond likes to be different. He has the potential to be a good writer if he employs his undoubted powers of imagination to works of fiction. Desmond may also discover a natural talent for drawing or painting, but skill with words represents the most likely artistic outlet.
Well-balanced, with an understanding and compassionate nature, Desmond is a natural leader who can inspire others. But he needs a certain amount of freedom at work and at home. With a compassionate and caring nature, and with the ability to get on well with others, Desmond will be a strong member of any team and will provide solid inspiration and support to his colleagues.
Good with details and with a methodical approach, Desmond nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain his interest. He is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if his active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge his intellect are at greatest risk, so Desmond needs a job that offers variety.
Ambitious to improve his lot, Desmond will constantly push forward to achieve something in his life, yet this ambition will be balanced by humanitarian ideals that will lead him to support causes that may demand self-sacrifice.
Determined and persistent, Desmond has the patience to wait until he has achieved his goal. He enjoys a progressive and enterpreneurial approach, and as such, will be an asset to any employer.


With a strong sense of responsibility for his family and close friends, Desmond has a tendency to blame himself if anything should go wrong, even if it is clearly not his fault. He will work long and hard - perhaps too hard for his own good - and unless he is careful his life may lack the fun, humour and social activity that would force him to be more outward looking. This in turn makes him careful with money in the sense that he will apply funds only to those things that are of the utmost importance to him. He holds strong views from which he will not easily be moved.

A realist who brings a practical approach to problem solving, Desmond's confident outlook will soon lead him to a position of leadership. Because he has developed fixed views on the important things of life, Desmond has an inner core of confidence that will at times make him appear stubborn. Yet such a trait is so well balanced with the gentle side of his nature, that his personality appeals to a wide audience.

With an analytical brain, and holding strong views, Desmond may appear to be somewhat stubborn. He is likely to have a particular interest in technological matters, and will work long and hard to master the skills needed to put that technology to good use. Family-orientated and good with money, he will work best with a small circle of like-minded colleagues.



PISCES MAN

He is very emotional and always allows himself to be very
emotional. He can have good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less
than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things
or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will
notice what kind of moods he is in.

He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always
succeed. His normal gestures mean he always looks at other people faults,
but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and
able to tell you what you are thinking about.

He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important
secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is
not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth
does not draw his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he
thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless
about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but

Instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he
likes to take an easy path, which causes him very unsteady future.

He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules
and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and
can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a
beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is
cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.

His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real
weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even
when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if
he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people
especially those who need friend or lonely.

He will be everything that you want and everything you do not
want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can
determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his
energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good
opportunity.

He can be happy and content by himself. What he thinks is
important is not "Love", but firm status and stability. He has plenty of
love for you.

He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When
he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understands his partner's
emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he
needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.

He is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. He wants to
feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be
that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he
feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care
about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get
jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a
pretty woman walks by he will look, so do not get mad at him knowing this
fact.

When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like
to take advice, so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you
have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart
woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be
that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try
not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself
worth all the time too.



haha.. was browsing through all the folders and I found this.. my secondary school leaving testimonial!! heres how it goes.. :::
Foo Chik Wee Desmond joined River Valley High School in January 1998 as a Special Course Pupil and left the school in December 2001 after completing her secondary education.

Desmond is a diligent and motivated pupil who takes pride in doing his work neatly and correctly. He is capable of independent work and is always committed to do his best in all areas. He participated actively in group discussions and class activities, asking appropriate questions and giving useful suggestions. In terms of academic achievement, Desmond obtained a silver badge for Questa Club, a credit in the Australian Maths Competition in 1998 and a credit in the International Competitions For Schools(English) in 2000.

Desmond actively participated in CCA. He has been an active, devoted and dedicated member of the Dance Society for four years (1998-2001). He took training seriously and has performed in many school and public functions including the Singapore Youth Festival Dance Competition. In 1999, together with other members, Desmond helped the Dance Society to clinch the honored SYF Central Judging Silver Medal Award for the Chinese Dance Competition. In 2001, together with other members, Desmond helped the Dance Society to clinch the honored SYF Central Judging Gold Medal Award for the Chinese Dance Competition.

Overall, Desmond is a well-mannered, helpful and responsible pupil. He is well-liked and is able to communicate well with his peers. He manages his time effectively and is able to perform well. Certainly, he has considerable potential to do well in his future undertakings.


wanna live life a different way.. so i decided to first give my blog a different look.. perhaps will be writing more often now.. spent hours on this.. and the greedy blood thirsty mosquito has eaten its fill.. and now left lotsa love bites on my leg.. itchy itchy.. *scratch* *scratch*

- Lost Soul #3385 -

Links

[x] +vaL+
[x] +jojo+
[x] +yuer+
[x] +nicolle+
[x] +jac+
[x] +lynda+
[x] +sheila+
[x] +jovial+
[x] +dee+
[x] +serene+
[x] +biwei+
[x] +susu+
[x] +mindy+
[x] +doreen+
[x] +mabel+
[x] =LovE CalculatoR=