Friday, April 30, 2004

hmmmx.. wat a badddd day.. haha.. got nothing to do.. just had my killer paper.. and im tink im slashed into several pieces already.. sighz.. but.. no point brooding over it oso.. haix.. but the thing is.. im all alone at home.. with nothing to do.. nothing to look forward to.. and i completely have no mood at all..
I dun look forward to every tmr.. i mean.. i have nothing to look forward to.. sighz.. haiz.. =(

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Dearest Girl:

I am very happy to inform you that I have fallen in love with you since Tuesday, the 20th of April 2004. With reference to the meeting held between us on the 20th of April 2004 at 1540 hours, I would like to present myself as a prospective lover. Our love affair would be on probation for a period of three months & depending on compatibility, would be made permanent. Of course, upon completion of probation, there will be continuous on-the-relationship training & relationship appraisal schemes leading up to promotion from lover to spouse. The expenses incurred for coffee and entertainment would initially be shared equally between us, later, based on your performance, I might take up a larger share of the expenses. However I am broad-minded enough, to be taken care of, on your expense account. I request you to kindly respond within 30 days of receiving this letter, failing which, this offer would be cancelled without further notice & I shall be considering someone else. I would be happy, if you could forward this letter to your sister, if you do not wish to take up this offer.Thanking you in anticipation.

Yours sincerely,
BoI


just a simple "muachz" on the sms can send me high up into the sky.. but is it really something she meant? or is it just a form of courtesy?


I nEEd a mIraclE
I wanna bE your boI
gIvE mE a chancE to show
that I am madE for you
I nEEd a mIraclE


I miss her alot alot alot..


hmmz.. spent the entire day slacking and accomplished nothing.. or maybe the only thing I accomplished was to get the notes from my fren.. sighz.. I'm just too affected..


one short message from her can do wonders.. it can send me high up into the sky and can also make me fall deep into the abyss.. sighz..


I'm just too emotional.. perhaps I should learn to control my emotions.. and not let them get the better of me.. but its easier said than to be done..


sighz.. blasting techno at my ears again.. whats wrong with me? tmr got exam.. and I haven touch the papers.. haix..
why is it so easy to fall in love with someone yet so difficult to forget and to let go? haix.. I find that my mood goes up and down with every word she says.. I'm just so much affected by her.. is this love? sighz..


basically the maths paper was quite easy.. so hopefully if nothing goes wrong.. I can clinch the first ever distinction and maybe the only one in my entire poly life.. well actually if dun get distinction hopefully at least get an A la.. cos its the only sub I have hope in.. tmr will be killer paper for me.. fri oso killer paper for me.. wonder how im gonna survive that man.. help~~~ I don't even have the complete notes n tutorials to study.. =X

Sunday, April 25, 2004

haiz.. tmr 6pm paper lehz.. super duper sianz.. so long nv blog lerx.. hmmz this few days been busy with someone.. someone who just broken off with bf.. just kinda worried that shes unstable.. so trying to spend more time with her.. well.. shall update more after my exams.. which ends on 4th may.. monday one paper.. wed one paper.. fri one paper.. then the following mon one last paper.. just worried for wed n fri de paper only.. =/

Monday, April 19, 2004

现在的我什么感觉都没有... 什么心情都没有...


今日清盆的大雨无情的洒落在我身上, 我却一点都没有躲避... 任由它狠狠地打在我
的身体上...


昨日，我们分手了, 现在的我就像一只没有翅膀,不能飞翔的老鹰... 我好想你... 你还好吗?

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

小说
(林)有些故事就在平凡中被传说 爱到是其中一个最重要的理由
(杜)其实你我都经历过 最难的就是舍得 舍得让她挣脱你的手
(合)长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么笑怎么做怎么走这结果任你左右
(杜)我沈迷在小说(林)不知道何泪流
(合)任他哭任他笑任他过在其中 找回我自由
(杜)谁的故事让你忍不住很难过(林)谁的故事让你忍不住很难过
(杜)会想想自己若是他该怎么生活
(林)在无常的风风雨雨 人变的自做自受
(杜)困在爱里得不到解脱(林)得不到解脱
(合)长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么笑怎么做怎么走这结果任你左右
(杜)我沈迷在小说(林)我不知道何泪流
(合)任他哭任他笑任他过在其中 找回我自由
(杜)长夜就像小说 (林)结局留在最后
(合)怎么笑怎么做怎么走这结果(杜)任你左右(林)任你左右
(林)我沈迷在小说(杜)不禁为他泪流
(合)任他哭任他笑任他过在其中 找回我自由


hmmz.. well life is messy!!! next week term test.. then week after exams le.. haiz.. stressed sia!! die la die la.. how how??

Monday, April 12, 2004

well.. tmr or rather later.. got another presentation.. then thurs gotta hand in 2 other reports.. then 2 weeks later its term test n exams le.. im kinda stressed.. but Im not doing anything abt that.. haiz.. its really bad...


its been really complicated these days.. so many gals appearing out of nowhere.. but i shall stay true.. I will.. =)

Monday, April 05, 2004

hmmz.. been very very busy over the past few days.. that explains why I so long nv blog lerx.. hmmz.. got so much things to write.. but yet I still have tons of reports n presentations waiting to be done.. guess I can only spend time writing when I'm done with those evil reports..

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