Wednesday, June 30, 2004

hmmx.. quite a lot of things took place over the past few days.. some changes happened in my life.. well i shld start from the beginning..
hmmx.. fri morn went to collect my mp3 player.. sianz.. no control one.. then after that went to work.. from 4-7 at IMM distribute pamphlets.. after that went to sch for DE orientation camp for freshies.. hmmx joined this group for mystical nite.. some sort of exploring the sch in the dark.. and tryin to scare the freshies with some stations we prepared.. hmmx.. theres this 3 gals inside this group.. jh n I were at the back following the grp.. so along the way we were tokin to this 3 gals from this grp.. had fun scaring them.. one of them called rainie.. a special gal.. quite cute.. =) and that attracted my attention to her thru out the 3 days of camp.. on the 2nd day.. went to work in the afternoon again.. hmmx.. after that came back got the shim nite thingy.. where the guys dress as gals in a comp.. hmmx after that got dance.. somehow.. midway thru the music.. she found her way to my side.. haha.. thot that was on purpose but not.. lolx.. then jz keep on pushing me to her.. bumped into her back a few times sia.. paisehx.. lucky she like nv notice.. haha.. on the 3rd day.. played telematch in the morning.. lugi sia.. kana eat toufu.. got this gal even asked me.. "can hug u ma?" lolx.. sia la.. then another part.. was asked to eat orange without hands.. then keep on muack with a freshie.. paisehx.. then when running back knocked into someone.. we both tripped n fell sia.. lolx.. then she hurt i oso hurt.. but she more jialat.. after that canort help with cleaning up.. cos got to rush for work.. then reached work 1/2 hrs later.. lolx.. after that while working.. i went to eat snake sia.. makan at burger king.. cos was damn hungry.. had i known i dun go eat liao.. cos i only left abit to distribute.. didnt noe.. thot had to work till 7 no matter wat.. i finished at 5.30.. but could have ended much earlier had i known.. wasted.. if not i could have went back to sch.. then maybe got chance get her no. sia.. so no choice.. after work already too late.. then go home lorhx..
the next few days been thinkin abt her non-stop.. last nite even worse.. couldnt sleep sia.. hehe.. today gotten her no. liaox.. from hr.. thanks ar~ haha.. then happily chatted with her on sms n online till now.. wahaha.. next week her bday sia.. must tink of how to celebrate for her.. *cracking my brain*

Friday, June 25, 2004

hmmx.. im back here again.. feeling so emotional again tonite.. why? I dunno.. perhaps i just feel so empty.. nothing to look forward to.. nothing to work for? u mite say.. studies? money? haha.. but to me.. love is realli everything.. and since that part is empty.. my life is as good as empty..
sometimes I realli dunno wat I seek in relationships.. companionship cos I can't take that unbearable loneliness? or just to have one for the sake of having a galfren? or maybe.. just hoping that a fairytale miracle will happen in my life.. sighz..
I wanna sing!! but who is willing to hear my miserable singing? sighz.. dunno why.. seems like such a routine.. frens in frens out.. can't I have more frens? sighz..

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

hmmx.. haven been blogging for quite a long time.. so decided that I should spend some time writing for anyone who reads my blog.. (if theres any la..)
known quite alot of people during this hols.. mainly thru net n frens.. hmmx.. quite interesting though.. i met many kinds of people.. gamers.. nerds.. gamblers.. clubbers.. n simply crazy pple.. haha.. but well.. guess most will just be passer-bys in my life.. hmmx.. wondering why I have so much time when im supposed to be busy with attachment? cos my boss is so super good.. everytime gimme leaves.. I havent been working for 4 consecutive days liao.. haha.. even if I work.. it wouldnt be till later than 3pm.. and I start work only 10+am.. lolx..
hmmx.. so many love stories I hear recently.. shall share a few.. depending on my mood later after typing the first.. =P
hmmx.. haha.. but i suddenly feel like singing now only.. so perhaps shall write abt it later.. =X
-=[ love is my life.. but im not in love.. so my life is so empty.. so lonely.. sighz.. where is the love i seek? will it come at all? can it come sooner? ]=-

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she
isn't crying, it means she's crying in her
heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done
something wrong, it's best to give her a tight
hug no matter how she struggles away. no matter
whether she's crying or not. just a tight hug
she cant escape from.

3. never tell the girl what you REALLY like
about
your "crush" on another girl just to get her
jealous, it'll only give her the impression that
your not interested. and its pissing at that.

4. A girl can't find anything to hate about the
guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for
her to 'get over him'after the relationship's
over.) but honestly, she cant find anything to
like about the guy too.(which is why she will
only notice it when he's gone)

5. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on
her mind, even though she flirts with other
guys.
6. When the guy she likes smiles and stares
deep into her eyes, she will melt. well,
actually, her face will burn.
7. If you really like a girl, dont tell her. she
will know. but be sure to make the first move
when u get the signal.

8. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually
is not sure how to react to them.

9. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very
often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes
her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go
easy on the smiles and stare ok?

10. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break
it to her gently.

11. If a girl starts avoiding you after you
reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you
still treat her as a friend, talk to her. you
have to talk to her. or she'll hate you i bet.

12. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel.
Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways
of expressing themselves (which explains why
most girls like writing journals).

13. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any
way.

14. Girls might sound uninterested when you ask
her to be your girlfriend, it's their way of
playing hard to get, she doesn't want to seem
too available.So don't give up.

15. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

16. When the guy she likes calls her for the
first time, the girl may act uninterested during
the call. But as soon as the phone is back on
the hook, she will whoop with joy and
immediately start telephoning her friends to
spread the news.

17. A smile means a lot to a girl.

18. If you like a girl, try making friends with
her first. Let her get to know you.

19. If a girl says she can't go out with you,
leave.

20. But if she still calls you or expect a call
from you, stay.

21. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask
her.

22. Hearing the words "I love you" is security
in
knowing the girl has ur heart.

23. After a girl falls in love with a guy,
she'll wonder why she never noticed him
before.

24. If you need tips on how to flirt with a
girl,read romance stories.

25. When class pictures come out, a girl
would first check who is standing next to her
crush before actually looking at herself.

26. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her
memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her
heart. *VERYTRUE*

27. Girls love having fun!

28. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

29. A girl's best friends usually know best
what she is feeling and going through.

30. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to
them just to get close to their 'prettier'
friend. ASSHOLES!

31. Most girls would wait for the guys to make
the first 'move', so guys DON'T hold back.

32.Love means devotion, caring and
happiness to a girl, in that order. YEA MAN.

33.Some girls care about looks, some care
about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will
love and care for them. YA. TRUETRUETRUE

34.Girls want nothing more than to feel loved

35.never ignore her. or scold her.IF U DO, GO
TO HELL CUZ U R A JERK.

Monday, June 07, 2004

hmmx.. just now played some basketball for about 2 hrs.. felt great today.. played well.. or rather.. ok larhx.. at least i enjoyed.. sweated everything out.. so feel more relaxed now rather than tired.. =) watched <> just now.. the one vaness acted in.. his hairstyle very nice.. shall try that sometime.. his bod oso gud.. im inspired~ shall work hard on it then.. haha.. wonder how is that achievable.. lolx.. shall gambatteh~
~~nv demand for something until u have wat it takes to ask for it..~~

Sunday, June 06, 2004

well.. life canort be more boring then now.. really no life sia.. everyday so earli end work oso nothing to do.. soooo disillusioned with life.. everytime come back oso nobody at home.. who says home sweet home? i dread coming home.. sighz.. yesterday went to 4F gathering.. went to KBOX @ Cine to sing.. well didnt get to sing much cos the songs I wanted weren't available.. sighz.. after that go play pool.. well at least I got my money worth.. cos I was winning non stop.. haha.. perhaps only stopped for one or two games.. lolx.. then after that went a food court makan.. time was already 12++am.. eat tomyum noodle.. not bad larx.. but quite spicy.. eat liao we slack n tok cork.. then walk to the ChinaBlack there see chiobu.. haha.. slacked outside there.. then go home.. one of my fren drunk n stucked outside zouk.. so my another fren went to fetch him home.. then i went home oso.. on the way tok cork tok cork oso.. hmmx.. quite ok a day.. at least I get to noe that I still have friends who noes me.. =)

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