Saturday, July 17, 2004

hmmx.. well.. since u already noe abt it le.. then I have nothing to hide le.. well.. actualli this entry is supposed to be written for the sole purpose of uncovering a secret.. but well.. I shall update more in order to be fair for you to tell me the secret..
well.. these days see u almost everyday.. sometimes just dread to see you.. not becos I hate you.. but I find myself falling deeper.. but well.. I have to control.. cos u have a boyfren.. one whom so many tinks is so good to you.. and you love him.. I have no reasons to create trouble.. except that I find myself falling deeper in it with each passing day..
was surprised to see him appear yesterday.. cos I wasn't informed that he would come.. I didn't know how to react.. and I had to watch the 2 of you together.. I can't say its hurt.. but just sour.. really sour.. to realise that the person in ur heart is not me and will not be me.. I understand that I'm in no position to hope for anything.. but well.. its only natural for me to dream abt it ba.. thats why I hardly utter a word yesterday.. I felt awkward.. so awkward..
I'll control.. and suppress it.. I wun create problems for u adorable gal.. =)

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