Saturday, July 03, 2004

sighz.. perhaps its all nothing but an illusion.. forget about all the birthday celebration ideas.. sorry to those whom I have seeked ideas from.. sorry to let ur ideas go to waste.. sighz..
perhaps we are people living in 2 different worlds.. the gap between us is simply too wide.. perhaps shes just a body to hold my hopes for that few moments.. guess its all clear now.. i aint the one for her.. and she isnt the one i seek.. she has somebody in mind.. sighz..
I msged her saying I miss her just now.. her reply is that she dun.. sighz.. every sms I send her.. I think hard about wat to put.. so as to impress her.. make her laff.. make her remember.. give her a deeper impression.. but perhaps its just not enuff.. im still not the one she desires.. she already have somebody in mind.. sighz.. its just not meant to be..
nvm.. tmr shall be a brand new day when I start seeking again..
diana just msged me on frenster.. haha.. so surprised.. cos not really noe her.. just seen her like twice.. didnt tok much oso.. suddenly msg me ask me how am i? haha.. funny.. hmmx nvm abt that.. shall concentrate on the seeking of a new beginning..
I wanna live life again.. I wanna live in happiness.. not in regrets.. can I? may I? please? =)

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