Saturday, July 31, 2004

Why do we have to fall in love???? Why???? It really hurts freaking bad!!!!Especially when you are committed to the relationship. Ain't thissarcastic??? Most of my lady friends always lament to me how their partnersalways neglect them or worst, some of their partners are fooling aroundoutside. But when a guy is good and nice to them, they tend to take this guyfor granted and neglect him by spending time with their friends or have funwith them friends while the guy stays at home. If there's a way to describelove, all I can say that its like drinking. Some people drink for leisurejust to get the kick while others drink to get real drunk and ends up with aheadache and a bad hangover most of the times. In love, some just enjoy thefeeling of been in love and go around fooling around and go hopping in andout of relations like they mean nothing while some fall hopelessly in lovewith their partners just to end up with their hearts broken and their lifein a deep mess. Why do I have to fall so deeply in love with her, why cantI just control my emotions and not get hurt when she left me. Maybe if I'mto choose between falling deeply in love and getting drunk, I'll choose thelatter as for the least, I can still control when and where to go for adrink and what to drink, and also stop when I want to. But in love, I justcommit myself and now what do I get, memories that'll come back to haunt menow and then. Whenever I pass by the places that we've been to together, myheart will just ache. How I envy all those couples that I bump into now andthen everywhere I go, I envy them from the bottom of my heart and wish themhappiness. I remember that I once met an elderly couple, they were at leastin their mid sixties and yet they were still holding hands and walking sideby side each other as if they are just like any young couples out there whohad just fallen in love. How I envy this couple and deep down in my heart, Ireally wish that the 2 of us will be like them in future, but alas, lifeplays joke on me. Am now a loner once more, just like a vagabond or drifteron a rubber dinghy lost in the middle of the ocean drifting as the currentbrings me; aimless, lost and tired. Although we're now apart, I will stillwish you happiness and that you will find that guy in your life that you'llfeel happy with. As for me, maybe I'll jus wait on my rubber dinghy and praythat one day in the future, the current might bring me to your port again,back into your warmth.

- Lost Soul #3385 -

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