Saturday, August 07, 2004

everyone finds me only when they need my help.. no one cares about me.. no one cares about how i feel.. sometimes.. they only show pity to me.. i dun nid pity.. i nid concern.. someone who is really concerned.. is there really no such person? every other day i suffer suicidal thoughts.. anyone actually noes? anyone actually cares? no ones does.. no one noes the pain i feel each day.. the misery i go thru.. its not for comparing.. its only i myself who feels it.. i just banged my head hard against the cabinet.. i felt nothing.. nothing.. how can i help myself? many a times i try to crawl out of this deep dark pit.. but nv have i really succeeded.. yes there might be hands to help me.. but wat i see are evil expressions on their face.. cant there be anyone sincere to care and be concerned about me? wat can i do? im really lost.. im really feeling very miserable.. haiz.

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