Tuesday, September 28, 2004

i'M juZ noT needeD anymorE
mY hearT acheS everytimE I thinK oF yoU
iT hurtS tO noE thE trutH
mY lifE wenT intO completE darknesS thE momenT yoU lefT
u'rE thE onlY gaL whO iS ablE tO leavE mE iN tearS
maybE I waS nV seriouS iN r/S b4.. buT I reallY goT seriouS abT yoU

Monday, September 27, 2004

"Don't Wanna Lose You Now"

I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you, baby
Girl if only I knew what I've done
You know, so why don't you tell me
And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care

[Chorus:]
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or never again

I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slipping away
It keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to live that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away

[Chorus]

I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you

Don't wanna lose to loneliness
Girl I know we can win
Don't wanna lose to emptiness, oh no
Never again

[Chorus]

Friday, September 24, 2004

maybe at this moment.. you no longer love me anymore.. but I still gotta tell you.. I love you.. I'm still waiting for you.. I never wanted to lose you.. I admit I was wrong to have said the wrong things.. but I was just trying to communicate with you.. I was just honestly telling you my thoughts.. I know I've hurt you alot with my words.. but can you pls gimme a chance to make up for it? can you pls gimme another chance to treat you better? I've waited for this chance to settle down for a long long time.. can we try? I know I'm not any good guy who deserves a second chance.. but rite now I dare say.. I really love you.. and I really wanna be with you..
-=[singlehooD haS takeN custodY oF mE]=-

Thursday, September 23, 2004

haix.. life sux man.. why lidat? haha.. damn.. im single again.. and damn.. i've used this sentence almost 20 times? wtf man!! when can I ever meet someone I can settle down with?! haisss..

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

hmmx.. listening to enya album now.. the music reminds me of good old days back in secondary school.. when I were with my bunch of buddies.. my bunch of dAnCemaTeS.. haha.. girly it may sound.. but its definitely fun.. the spirit.. the joy n laughter we all shared as one.. those memories are the most precious.. have you had such experiences? performing as a group.. striving hard together with the teachers for honour to all.. that was tough n tiring.. but wat matters most was that its worthwhile.. dancing on the stage to the rhythm.. having dinners after practices.. going out for performances.. celebrating after performances.. gatherings after we parted.. but these gatherings are getting lesser.. have we all drifted apart? has the bond we once shared faded under the merciless effect of time? haix.. i miss everyone..
havent been blogging for quite some time le.. hmmx.. lately oso dunno busy with wat.. haha.. perhaps sch work ba.. quite lotsa projects.. but i havent really been touching them.. haha.. no mood siaz.. so many lehx.. haha.. trained quite alot recently.. been going for late nite jogs and dumbbells training.. been eating an apple a day~ wonder if this will really keep the doctor away.. haha.. hmmx.. sianz..
wats love? isnt love supposed to be a joyful possession?
why does love always hurt?
why it seem rarely people can have it without hurting themselves?
hmmx.. falling in and out of love.. why does it happen so so so often?
how does one know he/she likes somebody? or even love somebody?
how how how?
?????????????

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

hmmx colourful hols~~

- Lost Soul #3385 -

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