Saturday, November 06, 2004

hmms.. lotsa things happen yesterday.. last nite.. abt 11+.. i sms-ed her.. " u like the present?" she said ya.. thanks.. hmms.. then she said she going to be alone at chalet lerhs.. cos her bf say sick.. den after work went home le.. didnt go back chalet to acc her.. sigh.. wat the fook man.. sucks sia him.. if me i no matter wat sure go back acc her one.. i'll nv leave her alone..
so i took a cab down immediately to find her.. reached there in 20 mins.. cos i told the uncle to drive faster.. from jurong to pasir ris coasta sands.. plus midnite charge.. a severe burn in my wallet.. but its not that tt i mind.. i realli wanted to see her badly.. and i didnt wanna her be alone..
she saw me thru the glass panel.. she was shocked.. she opened the door.. "how come u're here?", "you go home larh.." why? cos she said her godsis is going.. and her godsis dislikes me.. and will be angry if she sees me here.. sigh.. no choice.. the pleasant act thats supposed to touch her heart became something that brought her guilt.. sighz..
as i walked away.. i sms-ed her.. "do you realli love him alot?" she said "hai.. dunno.. hai.."
then i asked "do i still stand a chance?".. the same reply i got.. "hai.. dunno.. hais.."
we continued sms-ing.. she told me not to waste my time.. that shes afraid of hurting me and such.. but i am determined that i will wait for her.. cos i know deep inside that i realli love her.. and i dun wanna let her slip by and regret later.. i told her i will wait..
after leaving the chalet.. i went to pasir ris park.. sat down on a bench.. it was really cold n quiet.. starry nite.. heard some ghost stories abt there.. haha.. so went back to downtown east.. used the internet kiosk for a while.. to go msn find pple chat.. cos i felt realli down.. and realli needed someone to tok to but couldnt find any..
after that.. was on the fone with tidus n roxy.. roxy said theres a 24 hr coffeeshop in the neighbourhood.. so i found my way there.. ate and studied there till 4.20am.. then walked to pasir ris mrt.. was listening to my mp3.. so wasnt that bad.. reached there at 5am.. first train leaves at 5.28am.. haha.. so i waited.. and got home at around 6.30.. quite fast though.. had a quick shower.. then napped till 10am..
after that go sch study for the paper.. the calculation parts.. the paper was quite easy though.. passing shouldnt be a problem i guess.. =)
as i went home.. it drizzled.. actually going to play mahjong one.. but some idiot pang seh me.. so ended up staying at home play game..
just now 11+pm went to eat supper with peiling.. damn full sia.. eat at taman jurong mac.. till they close.. lols.. then go arcade play time crisis awhile.. lols.. my aiming realli getting worse.. too long nv play this kinda games le ba.. took the bus home.. and now here i am.. =)

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