Thursday, November 04, 2004

sighz..
been thinkin abt her all day long.. cycled out to get my hair cut.. the person who cut for me today is a babe.. hot babe whos got a tatoo on her hand.. her name is michelle.. haha.. at first.. as she was cutting.. i was thinking.. my hair is becoming uglier under her hands.. but i thought nothing bad would come out from the hands of a pretty woman.. so i waited for the final product.. it turned out that it looks alrite.. =)
and as i walked out of the saloon.. the cruel sky splashed water on me.. no choice but to lock under hdb and come back n get later.. took a bus to jp to buy the cd-r to burn the cd for her.. bought n took a bus back to get the bicycle.. reached home.. rushed everything.. realised i hasnt eaten all morning.. but had to rush for job training.. no choice.. reached bugis.. rushed to get some food to bite at old chang kee.. bite a lil on the way to gateway.. reached n had hygiene classes.. the 2hr+ class was realli long.. sighz.. as the class finished.. i dragged myself to parco.. got the box wrapped with a ribbon at the gift shop.. n then i left for hell..
tonite the saddest man got drenched.. took cover under the weeping sky as i walked towards her chalet.. sighz.. heavy footsteps.. dragging n dragging.. finally.. i reached.. i saw 2 guys.. one is my fren.. n the other.. the hated one.. and i saw her next.. sitting at the stair playing with a kid.. she walked out as she saw me.. i wished her happy birthday and passed her the present.. sighz.. i feel so unfamiliar with her.. feels so far away.. like a distance never reachable.. sighz.. i left soon after.. they asked if i wanna eat.. but i said i had eaten.. but the truth is.. i hasnt eaten all day.. i didnt have the appetite to.. sigh.. i miss you jes..
i noe theres no turning back anymore.. i'll try to let go.. he seems a honest man.. i hope he will treat u well.. better than i will.. i wish u all the best.. sighz.. a smile i have to wear.. a forceful one.. sigh.. =)

- Lost Soul #3385 -

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