Wednesday, November 03, 2004

tonite is the nite.. when i fall apart.. into pieces.. i just keep tinkin abt wat shes doin rite now at the chalet.. tt i shld be the one there with her if i hasnt..... sighz.. i really miss her.. been feelin sucky all day.. cos its the day i dread.. all the memories just come back to haunt me.. im feeling all the pain.. listening to all the sappy songs now.. choosing songs for the cd im making for her.. somehow.. i feel my emotions just flowing none stop.. with the songs i play.. sighz.. i know i miss her.. its more than ever.. but its gonna go on.. cos i noe she'll nv be mine anymore.. nv again.. still.. i have to try one last time.. perhaps this way i'll feel less regret.. i hope she will be moved by the birthday present i spent a long time on.. sighz.. i hope.. but i noe deeply tt.. even if she is moved.. nothing will happen.. she wun leave her bf for me.. i noe deep inside that its over.. all over.. but i just dun wanna face it.. sighz..

- Lost Soul #3385 -

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