Sunday, February 27, 2005

sighz.. dunno wats wrong wif her today.. seems so funny de.. tell me she moody.. ask her why.. she say nvm.. ask again.. she say she biz now.. sigh.. wats wrong sia.. its just the 2nd day of our relationship.. =/

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

today is 23rd feb lerh.. next thurs is 3rd of march lerh.. wondering what 3rd of march means to me? its muh birthday.. =/ sigh.. i wonder if anyone will plan for me this year.. every year i pray that someone will actualli plan for me how to celebrate.. but every year end up i have to plan for it myself.. sighz..
wats gonna happen tis year? plan a party at muh place? who will turn up? hais.. so many problems now.. oso no mood to tink abt my bday.. anyway theres nothing for me to look forward to.. =
and I thought I could get to spend it with her.. but now we're having problems together.. sigh.. all I wish for is to be able to be together with her.. but.. its not up to us to decide now.. sigh.. I can only pray to heaven that He may give me a second chance..
Her name is Yu Er.. I met her almost a year ago thru frenster? met her on 20th april 2004 15.40 hours at batok interchange.. she'll probably remember that date very well.. why? not cos I'm very impt to her.. but its the day when she broken up with her ex.. someone whom she loved alot alot.. wondering if I caused the breakup? nope.. just something happened between them.. spent the next week consoling her.. had been good frens with her.. dunno why but everytime I just seem to be able to read her mind.. like I'd noe her very well.. it just so happened.. lol.. I owaes say im the worm in her stomach.. "du zi li de hui chong".. we spent quite some time together.. and I slowly got to realise that I do feel for her.. and recently we got closer.. went out with her on valentines this year.. went to a thai restaurant at suntec.. had quite a happy nite there.. after eating sent her home.. then cos next day got paper so went home quite early oso.. hmmms.. there after we went out almost everyday.. we were very close.. sat nite i acc her go black.. cos her fren bday.. n she asked me to acc her.. was there as her bf.. after tt stayed over at her place.. then afternoon went home then nite time go back again.. to play mahjong with her family.. haha.. so stress like playing mahjong with ur gf's mother.. haha.. dunno whether to win or not.. haha.. in the end won 18 bucks.. haha.. hmmm.. then subsequently got go her place for dinner n such.. n she said her mother quite like me.. say I very guai n such.. haha.. then initially thot her father very stern de.. then she told me her father quite like me.. asked alot abt me.. haha.. and even told her to treasure me.. lols.. =P but sigh.. some unsettled problems between me n my ex is hindering our progress.. sigh.. now I dun even noe if we are together.. she told me to settle my problem den say.. =/ sighz...
but theres some things I gotta say, maybe even right now.. I ain't as important as him.. or maybe I can never replace him.. but I wanna tell you I love you.. and I realli do love you.. I am glad that your parents are happy with me.. but thats all secondary.. all I want is for you to love me wholeheartedly.. I'll be contented with just that.. I'll not ask for anything more.. just for you to love me.. I know I can't give you all the branded stuffs.. but I definitely will give you all I have.. to shower u with love, care & concern..
This I Promise You..

- Lost Soul #3385 -

Links

[x] +vaL+
[x] +jojo+
[x] +yuer+
[x] +nicolle+
[x] +jac+
[x] +lynda+
[x] +sheila+
[x] +jovial+
[x] +dee+
[x] +serene+
[x] +biwei+
[x] +susu+
[x] +mindy+
[x] +doreen+
[x] +mabel+
[x] =LovE CalculatoR=