Thursday, July 26, 2007

hmmm.. just came back from zouk.. wasnt fun today.. saw niece there.. but she sorta ignored me.. went with nicole n angelyn.. met them 9+ at tiong bahru plaza den ate kfc.. den went over to zouk.. reached abt 10.. crowd was already building up.. n they had the power 98 jam thingie gg on.. so was already quite packed when we went.. though zouk was a lil boring today.. but we did camwhored quite abit.. so not tt bad larh.. i love taking pics.. haha.. shall post the pics later on.. =)
was supposed to go gym with pauline tis afternoon but didnt cuz was too tired den went back home to slp str8 after sch.. den evening was supposed to bball.. but i didnt go again.. cuz timing kinda clashed with zouk.. cuz bball was at 7.. n if i go.. wouldnt be back home till 9.. n i gotta meet them already.. soooo didnt go.. =x
anyway gonna slp soon.. duno wanna go gym or go cut hair b4 sch at 2pm later.. =/

Monday, July 23, 2007

argh!! i dunno how to use credit card to make online payment!! zzzz!! sooo stupid.. arghz.. wanna sign up for standard chartered 2007 but cant make the online payment.. soo cant complete the registration..... =/


being flied aeroplane again.. =/ simply used to it.. tis kinda things can happen to me like twice a day.. tis is the thing i hate most.. but i've to like get used to it.. bcos it happens to me all the time.. nvm nvm nvm.. let there be no vengeance.. may everyone be happy..


suddenly feel so emo.. after realising tt i was so wrong.. i even said no to my fav bball.. lost the appetite to eat.. its good rite? can diet! =)


sometimes.. there are some stuffs u simply cant post on ur blog.. worrying tt who n who see will have wad kinda reaction.. but wad if so n so nv see.. then they'd nv noe.. not everything is meant for every single one to noe.. some things are just meant to let certain pple noe.. n nv meant for certain few to see.. bcos the reactions they'd have would be realli negative..


wonder whats been going on.. havent been able to hold a decent conversation.. so worked up.. maybe i'd been mia for too long.. some things nv changed.. but i guess probably some things did..
nvm just forget abt it.. concentrate on studying! my first class honours! within reach? losing the confidence.. the corporate law paper is like so hard.. sighz..


so.. im not the one!! hahaha.. hahaha..
im making such a fool of myself..

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Friday, July 20, 2007

hmmmm.. guess wad.. its 2am n i just woke up!! lol..
woke up earli met pauline for lunch at cine.. yoshinoya! yummy~ hmmm.. den after tt went for class tog.. kept dozing off in class again.. sighz.. jialat.. duno why keep lidat.. the old times are back.. goodness! i gotta find a solution for this real soon.. anyway class ended at 5.. pauline n me headed to jurong east gym~.. reached at 6.10 finished at 7.50.. had kfc.. gym effect cancelled.. haha.. hmmm.. took a bus back home.. then was tired.. fell aslp.. n here i am.. just woke up.. haha..
after the gym session today.. feel i seriously nid to wrkout more.. haha.. realli slack too much liaos.. anyway.. pauline isnt my gf or whoeva.. just a classmate.. n gym partner.. n oso fren la.. =)
almost wanted to play mahjong just now after gym.. but didnt have enuff ka.. sooo planned tmr afternoon.. but oso not sure got enuff ka anot.. still short of one i tink.. =/
im hungry now!! how? =/ argh!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

ants invaded my room... sighz.. i hate ants!!! arghs!! i tink i realli gotta do smth abt these irritating eekies!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

hmmm.. last nite played mahjong with alvin chengyao n alvin's fren chee fong.. seok came over to take over chengyao at 2+.. played from 10pm to 6am.. 4 poks.. luck wasnt tt good.. so lost abt 80.. sianz-ed.. well.. nvm..
anyway.. after mahjong.. went home bathe n slack till abt 8 den prepare go sch.. was tired.. but well.. no choice.. reached sch on time.. but kept dozing off.. my notes was super messy.. when i wanted to highlight one word.. end up i highlighted the blank space below.. like duhz!! i guess i better not do it again.. no more overnight mahjong before sch.. =x
went home str8 after sch.. didnt even had lunch.. went home and collapsed on bed after showering.. all the way from 3pm to 9pm in lala land.. hehe =p
well.. nth much for the day.. just tt i gotta work harder tmr! =)

Monday, July 16, 2007

wrote a long post.. but i decided to delete it.. guess its not meant for everyone to read..


sighz.. another slpless nite..
nvm.. shall talk abt some happy things first.. was telling my father tt i won 13 wonders tt nite at mahjong.. then he heard wrongly n said some 4 digit number.. den i went to buy 4-d.. came out in consolation.. won 100 plus.. better than nth.. =)
but well.. tts the onli happy thing abt today..
alvin andy darren n gfs left me out for their movie outing today.. i wonder why? sigh.. juz bcuz i dun have a gf to go with me? tts hw they treat so called "brother".. thanks..!!

tts when we went to night safari few mths back..


feeling realli emotional.. but dunno how to pen it all down in words.. sighz..
suddenly feel all so surrounded by loneliness..
like there's no one that i can turn to..
no one tt i can pour my sorrows to..
no one i can show my heart to..

dunno wad to do tmr.. =/

Sunday, July 15, 2007

hmmm.. played from 4+pm till morning 6+am!! 14 hrs of mahjong!! omg.. forgot 8 or 9 rounds le.. crazy man! but well.. i won! haha.. $208!!! hehe..
n its the nite of my first ever 13 yau~~ aka 13 wonders~~ =p waited for the last "10 thousand" aka "yi wan" tile n it came!! wahaha~~
after mahjong acc auntie go coffeeshop packet breakfast then cab home le.. =)

Saturday, July 14, 2007

hmmm.. just now went to catch harry potter at jurong entertainment centre.. watched the 12.15 show.. not bad.. but sort of not realli much of action.. or rather.. it wasnt realli up to expectation.. sort of expected more of it.. after the movie.. 2.30.. took a cab back.. then slack till now.. gonna zzz soon? maybe abt 6am ba.. hehe.. watch one more espisode of drama first..
anyway.. auntie yeung date me tmr afternoon.. or rather its later on.. haha.. go my cousin's house play mahjong.. hmmm.. 3pm~ till dunno wad time.. zzz.. wonder how my luck will be.. =)

Me zi-lian-ing at JEC toilet.. =x

Friday, July 13, 2007

falling sick already.. coughing away.. reasons? slpless nites.. all the stupid nitemares tt left me slpless.. =/


couldnt sleep all nite.. n here i am.. sighz.. 1 n 1/2 hr more gotta prepare go sch le.. sighz.. gonna doze off in class again.. wtf!


I had nightmare again.. =/


it was somehow similar to the dream few days back.. I was on my bed sleeping n suddenly felt my body went stiff.. felt my body start to float.. n I keep hearing this sinister laughter by this crazy old woman.. kept sounding at my ears.. n I struggled to wake up.. n woke up onli after awhile..
sighz.. why is it like always at tis hr? n its similar dreams.. wads going on? hais.. =(

hmmm.. changed blog music.. sounds a lil emo rite? hahax.. cuz tts hw i feel rite now.. =/

hmmms... duno how to say.. just felt realli emo.. suddenly lotsa images flashing in my mind as i was walking home just now.. plus i was listening to some emo chinese songs.. added to the emo-ing..

sometimes.. love is like so cruel.. it is always tt the person u love so much.. doesnt love u.. but the person who love u so much.. u feel nth for them.. heaven just enjoys playing pranks on us.. or maybe tts his way of making us grow up.. making us mature..

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

went to bed at abt 2am last nite.. but just couldnt fall aslp.. tossed n turned in bed.. lala land just didnt permit me to enter.. n when i finally fall aslp.. was abt 3am already.. but i didnt enter lala land as yet.. i got into land of the nightmare..



here it goes.. it happened at my place.. every setting was the same.. n i was in bed.. felt the sudden urge to visit the toilet in the middle of the nite.. to wee wee of cuz.. well.. walked out of the room n just right outside the room.. i banged into something.. like some small kid.. n i fell.. not crash to the floor.. but like a cushioned fall.. without a noise.. then i tried to open my mouth n shout for help.. but i couldnt.. my lips was like forcefully sealed.. then i tried to stuff one finger into the mouth to pry it open.. words came out.. but really softly.. den i tried to move.. slowly.. struggling.. opened my brother's room (which happens to be just outside my door) n struggled to his bed like the small kid was holding me back..
i reached my bro's bed n gave him a push to try to wake him up.. but my force was like a thousand times weaker.. it was after like 5 pushes den he woke up.. n he saw the frightened expression i had.. it was only den tt i felt my limbs starting to get freed.. n i told him to acc me to the toilet.. we got out of his rm.. but smhw.. he went ahead b4 me.. like not realli caring abt me.. n just a few steps out of the room.. i felt it again.. n i fell.. at the dining table.. till i was smhw underneath the table.. amongst the legs of the chair.. felt weak.. but i managed to struggle to the toilet.. n my bro was waiting outside the toilet.. like nothing had happened.. i went into the toilet.. n i felt my body stiffen again.. something was pressing on me.. i struggled.. but i couldnt move.. lost control of my limbs.. n worst still.. i couldnt even speak..
n then.. somehow... i just felt like it was just a nightmare.. a dream.. n i forced myself to wake up.. forced my eyes open.. n at last.. it was over.. checked the phone for time.. it was 3.30am.. lied in bed dazing for a couple of mins.. wondering.. is tis nightmare realli gonna happen?? cos i felt the urge to visit the toilet! thot n thot.. dissing off the fear.. i went ahead to the toilet.. nothing happened.. n i went back to slp.. n here i am.. after the morning 25 mins jog.. after my shower.. getting ready to go to sch.. =)
















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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

I'm Studying!!

*grins* =D

this ish how my dream gal looks like.. wahaha!!
hmmms.. had corporate n business law today.. lesson was abit dry.. or maybe i was just tired.. fell aslp for awhile.. n ms khoo kept saying to e class (but aimed at me), tt if u're tired.. signal to me.. i can give u all a 5 mins break.. but i didn't lurhs.. tried to stay awake.. luckily it was already almost 2/3 into the lesson.. so still not tt jialat..
after sch went eat lunch with junlong n went to sign up for the mizuno wave run.. 22nd july.. bedok reservoir.. haha.. i must be nuts to go sign up! but well.. im realli nuts.. =x
reached home abt 3+.. watched abit of show on the comp.. wanted to go help mum with the cooking.. but end up was too tired.. fell aslp w/o even switching on e fan or aircon.. thus when i woke up.. was sweating.. lolx..
wondering if i shud go for a jog later.. maybe i shud.. but stomach still feeling quite full.. =/ nvm.. tink i shud go study abit now..

cute cute lil monkeys.. brightens up the day! =)
morning!! haha.. why am I up so early? because got school at 10am.. wake up early to prepare! maybe study abit.. I'm serious about my first class honours k?! =)
ytd went play pool with niece at bugis.. den had dinner.. my fav fried carrot cake!! shiok! den after tt shop around bugis street.. niece bought 2 singlets.. but i bought nth.. too poor to shop liaos!
hmmm.. wondering what to do after school later.. finish school at 1pm leis! maybe head to the gym ba.. time to work it out.. oh ya! i need to rem go sign up for the mizuno wave run! alot of muh frens been asking me to sign up.. keep forgetting.. =x
alrite.. time to hit the showers n prepare.. ciao blog~

Monday, July 09, 2007

having monday blues? hahas..



well well.. had a nightmare last nite..
dream was like at tis hotel in genting with a girl.. very dark room..
den was sleeping..
felt a hand hold me..
tot is e ger..
den suddenly got hand got another hand hold me.. rough rough de..
den i tried to let go lo..
i struggled to open my eyes to see..
but just couldnt..
then after quite awhile den i managed to wake up..

Sunday, July 08, 2007

tts my niece n me.. after zouk.. by the roadside..

realised tt my niece ish the only one who visits my blog.. haha.. thanks niece!
niece is realli nice.. n got lotsa bees around her.. but none interest her.. thus making them annoying bees.. hmmm shall get u a pestbuster one day when im free k? =p


hmmm.. just changed the blogskin.. is tis too boy? but cute rite? haha.. took the whole evening to edit the whole thing.. goodness!
last nite was playing mahjong.. spent one whole nite den in the end no win no lose.. played till 7am.. den went home awhile till 8+ den went straight for bball with qifan n guys le... was super shagged.. sooo play till abt 11 den i went home to zzz le..
tokin abt qifan.. gt smth to say.. sometimes we shud realli learn to appreciate pple.. instead of just taking them for granted.. qifan always takes the effort to msg everyone abt the time n place to ball.. but everytime.. there're pple who dun reply.. im guilty as well.. soo i'll try to change.. but even those who reply.. those who agree to go.. there are always pple who are super late.. or last min fly aeroplane.. i guess we shud all make it a pt to be there n be on time if we have agreed.. since he already relentlessly made the effort to plan the game..
tink my grammar going abit haywire.. but nvm.. so long as its understandable..

Saturday, July 07, 2007

hmmm... slept at 7am.. woke up at 12 by lyon.. that ass bug me to go play bball.. the 1st call ended saying i lazy to travel to ntu le.. 2nd call they say come pick me up.. soo i no choice gotta go.. anyway.. it was enjoyable.. 4v4.. not bad not bad.. at least i exercised again.. healthy!
lunch-ed at ntu canteen 2 at abt 4.. den head back home.. kinda tired.. but den again i dun wanna spend my sat at home.. where can i go to? =/


hmmm.. been sooo long since i last came back here.. n soo mani things have changed.. I have ORD-ed! hehe.. tts the greatest.. just started school at FTC KAPLAN studying ACCA aka Accountancy.. sounds crazy? haha.. cuz i have totally no background in accountancy? but i'm gonna make it.. i wanna get 1st class honours! hehe.. possible? yes definitely..! =)

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