Wednesday, July 11, 2007

went to bed at abt 2am last nite.. but just couldnt fall aslp.. tossed n turned in bed.. lala land just didnt permit me to enter.. n when i finally fall aslp.. was abt 3am already.. but i didnt enter lala land as yet.. i got into land of the nightmare..



here it goes.. it happened at my place.. every setting was the same.. n i was in bed.. felt the sudden urge to visit the toilet in the middle of the nite.. to wee wee of cuz.. well.. walked out of the room n just right outside the room.. i banged into something.. like some small kid.. n i fell.. not crash to the floor.. but like a cushioned fall.. without a noise.. then i tried to open my mouth n shout for help.. but i couldnt.. my lips was like forcefully sealed.. then i tried to stuff one finger into the mouth to pry it open.. words came out.. but really softly.. den i tried to move.. slowly.. struggling.. opened my brother's room (which happens to be just outside my door) n struggled to his bed like the small kid was holding me back..
i reached my bro's bed n gave him a push to try to wake him up.. but my force was like a thousand times weaker.. it was after like 5 pushes den he woke up.. n he saw the frightened expression i had.. it was only den tt i felt my limbs starting to get freed.. n i told him to acc me to the toilet.. we got out of his rm.. but smhw.. he went ahead b4 me.. like not realli caring abt me.. n just a few steps out of the room.. i felt it again.. n i fell.. at the dining table.. till i was smhw underneath the table.. amongst the legs of the chair.. felt weak.. but i managed to struggle to the toilet.. n my bro was waiting outside the toilet.. like nothing had happened.. i went into the toilet.. n i felt my body stiffen again.. something was pressing on me.. i struggled.. but i couldnt move.. lost control of my limbs.. n worst still.. i couldnt even speak..
n then.. somehow... i just felt like it was just a nightmare.. a dream.. n i forced myself to wake up.. forced my eyes open.. n at last.. it was over.. checked the phone for time.. it was 3.30am.. lied in bed dazing for a couple of mins.. wondering.. is tis nightmare realli gonna happen?? cos i felt the urge to visit the toilet! thot n thot.. dissing off the fear.. i went ahead to the toilet.. nothing happened.. n i went back to slp.. n here i am.. after the morning 25 mins jog.. after my shower.. getting ready to go to sch.. =)

- Lost Soul #3385 -

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