Thursday, August 30, 2007

when u needed sm1 to be there for you..
some may noe instantly know who to call..
but some will be there wondering..
who can they call?

i was alone at a pub drinking ytd.. i wondered.. who can i call?
called a couple of so called buddies..
but they chose mahjong over me..
another one.. clubbing away at zouk..

haha.. this point in my life..
im feeling realli lost..
where to head in life..
wad to look forward to?
i missed quite a couple of classes..
my life is messed up..
why?

haix..
i wonder..

Thursday, August 09, 2007

last nite was supposed to go club with juni n all..
but end up everywhere was full house cuz we met too late..
anyway.. i went out only after mahjong..
winning $110 for the nite's expenses..
but anyway when i went out was already 10pm..
so in the end..
watched the secret with melissa at cine..
3.40am show sia!!
slacked 2 hrs waiting for movie to start..
anyway the movie was great..
typically the kinda movie i love..
anyway.. anyone noe the secret?
tell me!!
as for today..
slept the whole day away..
just came back from a jog..
gonna start mahjong soon..
they're late!!
supposed to be here by 11.30..
but its 11.47 on my comp clock already!!
zZZzZzzzz...

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

23-11-2006 in da lift

hmmm.. was supposed to wake up earli for a jog.. but cuz i slept only at 3+am.. i overslept.. in the end woke up onli at 8.20.. just in time to prepare for sch..
dunno y these days cant really get to slp at nite.. just keep tossing n turning in bed.. thousands of thots running thru my mind.. just cant seem to get any peace.. cant rest my mind..

sorta went for a mini movie marathon after sch..

watched the simpsons movie at cine with linggs.. i almost fell aslp inside!! =x dunno why some pple say is nice.. i find it a bit boring.. i give it 2.3 out of 5 star.. =/ anyway shortly after the movie linggs had to go cuz she had to meet her po.. so i went to city hall to meet evelyn.. then went to watch "perfect stranger" at marina.. not bad not bad.. quite interesting movie.. i give it 3.8 out of 5 star..

was supposed to play mahjong tonite.. but my fone went flat.. so cudnt liase with them.. so in the end nv play.. come back home watch "Qi Tian Da Sheng" super duper funny!!! lols..

almost time to slp.. wad shud i do tmr? or rather later? =/

maybe zouk tonite!! =)

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

saw the entire entry abt me at ur blog..
i guess no pt explaining wad had happened in the past..
but when i was with u..
i was true to u..
perhaps i just didnt cherish u..
i just didnt express my thots n everything..
maybe everything werent so clear to start with in the first place..
n it nv was clear..
till the last time we broke up..
i saw it thru ur hatred towards me..
im sorry..
n i noe sorry won't mean a thing anymore..
i guess i had nv spared a thot for how u'd felt..
selfish me..
but all i can say is tt its all too late for regrets..

Monday, August 06, 2007

i try to be nice..
but who appreciates?
or maybe i was nice to all the wrong people..
maybe....
but who noes?


won 200 from mahjong last nite.. but dun tink im rich.. nobody payed up yet.. all had no cash..
went to look for cousin sharon at batok mac just now abt 11pm.. was suppose to study there but reach there awhile den she said she was tired den i sent her home n i cycled home.. she looked realli tired.. life had been realli bz for her.. wrk.. sch.. church n stuff.. *huggies*

i've heard so much rumours n stuffs abt pple toking behind my back.. spreading it on n on.. n no one would tell me who that bastard was..
but nvm.. nobody noes the entire truth.. many a times pple just hear a lil bit abt smth n they start making up a wonderful story n they start spreading it all ard.. to every single one..
yes mani of u out there would have heard all those negative stuffs abt me already.. its up to u to believe or not..
i guess theres no pt in explaining myself..
theres always truth hidden beneath the surface..
like when u see someone killing another.. the other could be sick n realli in pain n is already incurable.. n it pains this someone to do it too.. but who'd ever know? only this someone himself..
i guess its very hard for anyone to understand what im realli gg thru all these while.. I had been so confused.. n guess even till now i dunno wad i realli want.. n i guess even till now i dun understand love.. i dunno how it feels like.. sighz..

rena.. dun tink u'll ever read these.. but i did read ur entire blog just now.. at least backdated to when we first met.. realised i'd owed u so much.. realised i mistreated u.. but i noe no pt me explaining.. i noe im wrong.. n im realli wrong.. but im glad u seem happy with ur life rite now..

Saturday, August 04, 2007

hmmm.. boring weekend for me.. came home this morning from mahjong at esther place.. won 50+.. not bad considering i was losing quite a lot at the start.. n i added another legend to my collection!! i gamed "Di Hu" (Earth game)!!! meaning gaming the first tile being thrown.. lols.. funny translation? but smth like tt la.. my cards was super beautiful.. ping hu n wait 6 n 9 bamboo.. lols.. n out came the 9 bamboo.. den "Di Hu"!!! haha.. but i collected lesser money.. cus i forgot it was worth more!! was too excited.. collected 70 instead of 90.. ar... my 20 bucks ^.^ fly away just lidat.. =x
anyway slept till 2+ den went eat with dad.. had bak chor mee~~ was supposed to buy 4d but queue was too long.. sooo we came back home.. dad's fren jio him play mahjong.. told him i acc him go.. cus i scared he lose money still got me back up ma.. but he like reluctant.. so i end up home alone like now.. no plans tonite.. sianz.. seems everyone is busy.. with their other halfs.. with their frens.. with their committments.. n here i am all alone.. =/

Friday, August 03, 2007

hmmm.. gg out for sch soon.. feeling so sick these few days.. been having running nose.. feels so awful.. taste buds affected.. even the fruit juice taste weird.. =/
hasnt been doing much for the week.. just some mahjong n occasional dinner with frens.. rest of da time? slack oh slack..
abt time to go.. =)

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