Monday, August 06, 2007

won 200 from mahjong last nite.. but dun tink im rich.. nobody payed up yet.. all had no cash..
went to look for cousin sharon at batok mac just now abt 11pm.. was suppose to study there but reach there awhile den she said she was tired den i sent her home n i cycled home.. she looked realli tired.. life had been realli bz for her.. wrk.. sch.. church n stuff.. *huggies*

i've heard so much rumours n stuffs abt pple toking behind my back.. spreading it on n on.. n no one would tell me who that bastard was..
but nvm.. nobody noes the entire truth.. many a times pple just hear a lil bit abt smth n they start making up a wonderful story n they start spreading it all ard.. to every single one..
yes mani of u out there would have heard all those negative stuffs abt me already.. its up to u to believe or not..
i guess theres no pt in explaining myself..
theres always truth hidden beneath the surface..
like when u see someone killing another.. the other could be sick n realli in pain n is already incurable.. n it pains this someone to do it too.. but who'd ever know? only this someone himself..
i guess its very hard for anyone to understand what im realli gg thru all these while.. I had been so confused.. n guess even till now i dunno wad i realli want.. n i guess even till now i dun understand love.. i dunno how it feels like.. sighz..

rena.. dun tink u'll ever read these.. but i did read ur entire blog just now.. at least backdated to when we first met.. realised i'd owed u so much.. realised i mistreated u.. but i noe no pt me explaining.. i noe im wrong.. n im realli wrong.. but im glad u seem happy with ur life rite now..

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