Wednesday, September 26, 2007

i've been tinking?
how can one die without making the pple around him sad?


i've lost everything..
lost my soul..
mid autumn fest is over..
finished my job..
gotten the pay..
but not happy at all..
lost the aim..
lost the drive to carry on in life..
so sick of everything already..
how do i carry on from now on?

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

its been gg downwards..
a very steep curve..
just straight down..
n i dun see any ends ahead..
sighz..
where am i heading?
is there any destination?
im losing faith in my life..
losing the energy to move on..
is this the end?

Monday, September 03, 2007

just attended grandpa's 80th birthday at this restaurant in town..
was nice seeing everybody gathered together again..
everyone was happy..
or at the very least everyone seems happy..
cuz i noe some werent..
but they gotta hide it..
its hard on them..
but im sure they were happy at least for a moment ba..

- some pics taken at the dinner-

..my family..


.. my zilian nephew n me..


..my zilian nephew n me again..


..my zilian nephew again!! he kept pestering me to take pics with him..!!..

Sunday, September 02, 2007

am i starting to fall in love with being alone?
i went to the pub alone again after wrk last nite..
why...?
cuz i didnt wanna go home so earli..
cuz i had no other places to go..
cuz i cudnt find anyone to go with me..
cuz i wanted to drink..
so mani reasons..
sighz..

- Lost Soul #3385 -

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