Monday, December 24, 2007

I only have a wish this christmas..

all I wanted was just your attention..

but I didn't even get a reply..

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...

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MERRY MERRY xmas!!!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

gone gone gone..

Friday, December 14, 2007

ARGH!!!

totally moodless!

Thursday, December 13, 2007

exams over..

at last!!

happy?

nope..

quite lost actually..

whats next?

? ? ? ?

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

exams over = freedom ? ? ?

nope..

to me..

its more like emptiness..

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i cant concentrate!

mind keep wondering elsewhere..

to so many unimpt stuffs..

sighz..

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

hmmm..

seems like so many couples tying the knot already..

see pple all happily getting married..

envy!

hahax..

OMG!

i sound like a girl dying to get married..

=x

=X

its 2am..

n the rain is falling..

here i am..

wondering..

thinking..

how'd my life go on from now?

the paths ahead..

seems so foggy..

seems so blur..

how to clear the fog?

how should i move on?

one day left to last paper..

happy?

not really..

im not prepared for the paper..

sighz..

cant get anything in..

so many names!

argh!!

Monday, December 10, 2007

~ lonely lonely Christmas ~

'Miss Call' does not only mean anunansweredcall...

it can have other tons of meanings..

they can b..

-how r u?..

-r u okay?..

-im thinking of u..

-im missing u..

-wat r u doing now?

-r u free now?

-i wonder if ur okay..?

-for fun..

-can u talk to me?

-a 'please'..

-reply of yes or no..

-i'm bored...

That is y..

u muz always miss call a person when u think of him/her

..so dat when u miss call the person..

she/he will feel secure or know dat ur caring about him/her..

when u feel lonely or sad..

the phone beside u rings..

or beeps..

or vibrates..

it might b ur friend..

who can cheer u up..

who might even lend u a helping hand..

give u a shoulder to cry on..

A friend 'miss call' me when their bored...

A pair 'miss call' their love to tell them they miss them..

a father 'miss calls' to his son which means take good care..

a teacher 'miss call' his/her students to wish them luck in their exams/tests..

A single 'miss call' can make one bright if one knows the meaning of a 'miss call'..

do u know that?..

until now..

do u really know the meaning of a miss call?..

do u?..

if u dont..

ur a dummy..

Now do u know how important a miss call is?

SUN IN PISCES

You are the most sympathetic and self-sacrificing of souls. You have a good imagination and good receptivity to others. You have a poetic otherworldliness which can come out in some creative or idealistic channel. You have a deep, emotional understanding of others and a real will to serve. You need to be careful that you aren't so suggestible that you fall into self-pitying and avoidance behavior. Try to develop concentration and discipline without losing your easygoing demeanor. Once you are determined to reach a goal, your faith in life, the universe and yourself can give you the strength of character to renounce anything that gets in the way.

MERCURY IN PISCES

Your mind is reflective to the point of being chameleon-like. Why? Because you think with your feelings and translate thoughts into something at the core of your being. You don't just imitate, you become. You have an artistic and very attenuated manner of communicating. You have an openness and can incorporate several points of view. You often see the humor in a situation and are good at expressing it. You adjust to changes at a profound level. You only need to be concerned about this if you find yourself becoming confused or lazy. This is the sign that you are repressing your own insights while accepting someone else's. Try to gain a detached look at your own drives when this happens.

its funny..

when you tell people you feel lonely..

that you have no friends to turn to..

they'll always say..

"me lei? fake de huh?"

but were they really there?

or did they just claim to be there?

theres a huge difference when pple say..

"i'll always be here for you.."

&

"i'll always be there for you.."

it may seem the only difference is the missing "t"..

but it bears a big difference in meaning..

spend a moment thinking about it?

=)

friends..

where are they?

do i have any?

duno since which day in my life.. i've lost all my close frens..

my closest frens were from my sec sch..

but i didnt study hard.. they went jc.. n i went poly..

they met new frens.. we drifted apart..

they already have their own circle of frens..

frens whom their bonds are already stronger..

i cudnt realli click with my poly mates.. nor my army mates..

so im like a loner always..

Sunday, December 09, 2007

wonder whats gotten into me lately..

always feeling so emotional..

its like my mind always drowning in that thought..

i wonder when will it come the day when i actually have the courage to do it..

i wonder..

i hate clubbing..

i hate it..

bcos its a place when pple do all the wrong things..

when attached pple go into clubs..

they claim they're single..

n pple just lose their mind..

hugging around..

kissing around..

im just disappointed..

i saw this guy..

hugging n kissing almost all girls..

they're all attached..

not that im jealous he gets to do so..

but i just think its so ugly..

makes the disbelief about love in me grow stronger..

i give up already..

maybe love does exist for others..

but maybe in my world..

its like the sand that the wind is blowing off..

fading away..

FCUK!!!

I simply can't concentrate..!

and the paper is just few days away!

DAMN!

my heart is hurting..

a jerk who is too selfish..
takes things for granted..
realises it a bit too late..
now suffer the consequences..
=)

heaven or hell..

im ready to go..

take me away..

Saturday, December 08, 2007

3/4 thru with the exams..
how is it?
1st paper.. f4.. total flop.. sure flunk..
2nd paper.. f3.. flopped.. but still 50 50 chance..
3rd paper today.. f2.. finally.. SURE PASS!
at last i see a glimpse of hope..
left one last paper f1.. all theory..
hope i can do well for it..
then next sem hopefully onli nid to retake 1 or 2 papers..
though still v bad..
but hoping it wun turn out to be the realli worse case scenario..

Friday, December 07, 2007

sorry...

Sunday, December 02, 2007

without love i'm nothing..
would you rather love or be loved?
for me.. i'd rather love than be loved..
of cos it'd be better to love n be loved..
but would tt ever be possible?

- Lost Soul #3385 -

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